When my grandma died I didn't tell anyone Cuz I thought it was lame and I thought that it wasn't fun I didn't want anyone to know how she fought cancer and she lost When my grandma died, I didn't tell anyone When my grandma died I didn't tell anyone Too many people would have been sorry for my loss They offered shoulders to cry on, so many shoulders that I don't know Was I supposed to share my pain with the unknown? I'm kinda more the guy that gets drunk and emotional I need someone real there who can eventually drive my car I mean, that's friendship Not just the safest way to get closer I don't feel any human heat When my grandma died, I didn't tell anyone And I hope it doesn't sound too cynical Cuz after all that's how I lived it And I'm totally ok if you need it When my grandma died i didn't tell anyone