I ask forgiveness I know I've lived in shame Sometimes I have to wonder Do you even know my name? I'm sure it's no surprise to you There are no heathens in foxholes But what I want to ask you now Is coming from my soul I always kept a picture of you I haven't looked at it for years Now I'm reaching out to you Through my solemn tears So help me god, I need you now Don't turn away from me I swear to you, I shall believe From this day on I'm living all alone now I thought I would be fine No one at night, to hold me tight So I don't lose my mind Now I'm reaching out to you Through my drunken tears So help me god, I need you now Don't turn away from me I swear to you, I shall believe From this day on So help me god Believe me now So help me God I need you now