I've spent December dwelling on the subject of our demise I've found no sane or salient argument contrary to your being right As the evidence overwhelms me I tear down my lie That I could rise above this If only I tried If you're better of without me Then what the hell am I? Are you're better off without me Don't tell me why I hope we get in trouble tonight I hope it lasts (I hope it lasts) We're moving forward from the prologue of our life and so we pass From something current into memory At once I start to grasp The truth that all this is temporary Someday I'll forget your laugh If you're better off without me Then what the hell am I? You're better off without me Don't tell me why I wanted to tell you that things would get better That I could forget her if we stayed together But we both knew It was not true There are things that I can't change about myself and it kills you A coldness I reflect that makes me sorry it's me who Exhausted you I know that I let you down If you're better off without me Then I won't even try. Are you better off without me? There are things that I'd like to say like I'm sorry and I understand why you couldn't stay but I wish you had