So let's start from the beginning From the first date, you were all dressed up We didn't take it slowly We dove in head first into this game called love Driving through the city with no plans Found a seat underneath that willow tree Three words shared for the first time For me that's just a distant memory But for the first time I think I feel okay Because you're not here Because you're not in my head Because you're not feeding me your lies Because I want you gone You threw words with no resistance You stabbed my back to go the distance All for things I've never said I'd rather be caught dead Cuz I can't live with this existence You made up words, yeah you're persistent All for things I've never said I'd rather be caught dead My life became a game You said, "Talk to me, stay with me They're not worth your time anyway" I guess I didn't need them either way Lost my friends, had no one to turn to I was charmed by your constant lies Your possession at my discretion Too naive, I'm like your puppet And you're pulling the strings You threw words with no resistance You stabbed my back to go the distance All for things I've never said I'd rather be caught dead Cuz I can't live with this existence You made up words, yeah you're persistent All for things I've never said I'd rather be caught dead All for things I've never said I'd rather be caught dead All for things I've never said I'd rather be caught dead You threw words with no resistance You stabbed my back to go the distance All for things I've never said I'd rather be caught dead Cuz I can't live with this existence You made up words, yeah you're persistent All for things I've never said I'd rather be caught dead But now it's over, I lay here broken I scream my lungs out with words unspoken I wish I'd never met you And I miss the feeling of being happy You weren't worth my time anyway No longer trapped by your old mind games You took me for granted And I'll never be your toy again What