I've got it bad I had her choke me to feel you I took a breath and then I got sad I want to make it to steal you I think I'm bad I thought your gambit was see through Pushed you away and you got so mad I think I'm starting to bleed you Why did I Why did I Push us away from paradise Paradise, oh Terrified I'm terrified It's the only chance I'll have in life By your side, oh Pull me out, I'm a little out my depth I'm afraid there's nothing left in my heart Without ya Filled with doubt, I've been marching out of step I became somebody else in the dark Without ya I've got these scars I can not trust my emotion Who knew that loving could be so hard I think our love would be golden You guys are bronze I've grown addicted to hoping You'll be unhappy inside his arms I'm in the wrong and I know it It's never gotten easier despite all the time passed I wonder if I'm seated at the back of your mind I feel like I'm a fiend who found your love in a dime bag You switched my fears to dreams like they were water and wine Pull me out, I'm a little out my depth I'm afraid there's nothing left in my heart Without ya Filled with doubt, I've been marching out of step I became somebody else in the dark Without ya