It's like I'm living in a smoke screen
No sight 'til the fog clears
There's no light 'til the night's gone
It's no fun when you're not here
Cause now I care about no one
I spent three whole nights writing songs til they're half done
Three Bud Lights and I'm back in the past but
But it's getting weaker
I swear that it was easier
To be broke and not shattered
Cause broken means that there's something that matters
It feels like I'm both starving and fatter
As whiskey flows from my mouth to my bladder
But I felt you
Oh baby I felt you
And I wish there was some relief
Cause not feeling a single thing is painful
(And I'm starving) and every single day goes
(And my heart is) safe from every angle
(It's not starting) so I'd rather be
I'd rather be broken
So maybe I'm just in need of a friend
Cause I don't break but I easily bend
And I'm bended
Written like three, four texts I'm not sending
Sitting here, but in depth, I'm not present
But Imma keep on keeping on
So I can show the world what it's been sleeping on
I'm sorry I know I been anxious so I've been no fun
But that's just what's been going on
I been hurt about twice and that's enough
To mess my love life completely up
So now I'm filling my nights with empty cups
And now I'm filling my life with empty stuff
But I felt you
Oh baby I felt you
And I wish there was some relief
Cause not feeling a single thing is painful
(And I'm starving) and every single day goes
(And my heart is) safe from every angle
(It's not starting) so I'd rather be
I'd rather be broken