Don't know if I'll be ready To lose someone When I bring you home Someone who loved me Before I was even Three years old Wanted to wait until my Grandma died cause I Didn't wanna add to the pain I know the timing Won't ever be right but I'm Still afraid to say your name Cause I'm not done learning How to be proud Of who I am And where I come from They don't take the time To understand I would rather hide than Let them know It's easier for me To be alone I'm not ready to lose someone When I bring you home Was it selfish To lead you on when I Still don't know myself Cause it's too easy To hold my tongue and Put you through hell Wanted to wait until My parents were older so I could give them, The son I thought they wanted Cause all I gave them, was Someone they'll never know Cause I'm not done learning How to be proud Of who I am And where I come from They don't take the time To understand I would rather hide than Let them know It's easier for me To be alone I'm not ready to lose someone When I bring you home Bring you home I'm not done learning How to be proud Of who I am And where I come from They don't take the time To understand I would rather hide than Let them know It's easier for me To be alone I'm not ready to lose someone When I bring you home