Every time I walk out of the house
Put on another face just to blend in with the crowd
So nobody sees me
You would never believe me
♪
I tell you that I'm whole, but I'm still healin'
I tell you that I'm happy, but I'm grievin'
Thought I was a fighter
I'm still in the fire
But if I'm bein' honest, I'm not bein' honest
♪
I'll give you roses just hopin' you don't see the weeds in my garden
♪
If I'm bein' honest, I'm at my darkest
♪
I'm sittin' here waitin', I'm prayin' for someone to show me what love is

I'm just bein' honest
I'm just bein' honest
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Every time I pass the hardest part
Here comes another ghost just to pull me to the dark
I thought it was over
God, let this be over
'Cause if I'm bein' honest, I'm not bein' honest
♪
I'll give you roses just hopin' you don't see the weeds in my garden
If I'm bein' honest, I'm at my darkest
♪
I'm sittin' here waitin', I'm prayin' for someone to show me what love is
I'm just bein' honest
I'm just bein' honest, mmm-mmm
I tell you that I'm whole, but I'm still healin'
I tell you that I'm happy, but I'm grievin'
Thought I was a fighter (thought I was a fighter)
I'm still in the fire
'Cause if I'm bein' honest (oh), I'm not bein' honest (oh)
♪
I'll give you roses just hopin' you don't see the weeds in my garden
(Don't see 'em, don't see 'em, no)
If I'm bein' honest (oh), I'm at my darkest (oh, at my darkest)
I'm sittin' here waitin', I'm prayin' for someone to show me what love is
♪
I'm just bein' honest