When it runs up
Used to have enough (now I'm)
Used to having none (now I'm)
Used to having problems
Tryna run it up
Ain't it funny (how I'm)
How the money (how high)
It don't help at all though
When it runs up
Used to have enough (now I'm)
Used to having none (now I'm)
Used to having problems
Tryna run it up
Ain't it funny (how I)
Held the money (how high)
It don't help at all
If you think I sit by myself in my room, no
I sit with these ghosts like a tombstone
I don't
Want anything to do with you no
I don't
Got anything to lose so
Nothing to lose
Tucked up in the stu
The black bruise
Reminding me of you
I get it you never met the good side
You're replacing my love
With the drugs every night
Hiding in public hope you don't see me
Physically alone but I'm living with the demons
I been dreaming but I don't get the reason
Kind of like when I'm falling it's kind of scenic
And you can't see my pain but I've been smothering
Don't start shit with me save it for another day
Somethings wrong with my head
I know it
I fucked it up again
I don't show it
Don't wanna go back to the cold shit
'Cause I can't feel a thing when I'm frozen
When it runs up
Used to have enough (now I'm)
Used to having none (now I'm)
Used to having problems
Tryna run it up
Ain't it funny (how I'm)
How the money (how high)
It don't help at all though
When it runs up
Used to have enough (now I'm)
Used to having none (now I'm)
Used to having problems
Tryna run it up
Ain't it funny (how I)
Held the money (how high)
It don't help at all though
I've always got my back to the wall
Really mean well know I come off strong
No I don't know why it's all so hard
All this pain in my heart
I can't tell it so long
And I've always got my back to the wall
Never thought it'd hurt this bad I'm wrong
No I don't know why the fuck I feel done
I'm just waiting for your call
I'm just waiting for
When it runs up
Used to have enough (now I'm)
Used to having none (now I'm)
Used to having problems
Tryna run it up
Ain't it funny (how I'm)
How the money (how high)
It don't help at all though
When it runs up
Used to have enough (now I'm)
Used to having none (now I'm)
Used to having problems
Tryna run it up
Ain't it funny (how I)
Held the money (how high)
It don't help at all though