Kamikaze
HKFiftyOne
All I ever hear inside my mind is all this screaming
I don't think I'm strong enough to ever face my demons
I ain't got nobody always lonely on the weekends
Shawty really played with me and now my heart is bleeding
I just wanna let you know how bad you left me fucked up
Hella insecure and all I ever do is smoke blunts
I got this depression so I numb my pain with all this bud
Girl, I thought you loved me but you left me looking fucking dumb
I don't wanna feel this pain and I don't want to love no more
Thought that I've been hurt But I ain't ever felt this pain before
I really thought you loved me and I thought I was the only one
But you've made it clear that I'm not perfect, and I'm not the one
Takin all these shots and I'm tore from smoking all this gas
Stabbed me in the heart Feelin like I had a heart attack
I'm just feeling worthless I know you don't really want me back
Feelin like I hate Myself but I don't wanna feel like that
I'm sorry that I'm so worthless
I'm sorry I'm always wrong
I'm sorry that you can't help, and that I'm just a broken soul
I'm sorry that I keep trying
I'm sorry I'm always sad
I'm sorry I'm always thinking, and I always make you mad (yeah,yeah)
And I'm steady crying while I'm cruising thru the city
Kickers bumpin in the back listen to your cd's
When you left me, girl, I think you took a piece of me
Stuck with all these pictures and I'm stuck with all the memories
I don't wanna feel no more don't wanna feel this misery
We don't even talk no more I'm Feelin like your enemy
Why it gotta be like this, you tell me it's not meant to be
But if it really wasn't why would this be
Fucking killing me (why is this fucking killing me)
Smokin this blunt I gotta clear my thoughts
Tommy my jacket I got some polo socks
Sittin alone I smoke and watch the clock
Sittin alone I smoke and watch the clock
They coming from the heart
A boy with just nothing, but just a broken heart (delicate)
Depressed and I'm broke but this is just the start
Depressed and I'm broke but this is just the start
I'm sorry that I'm so worthless
I'm sorry I'm always wrong
I'm sorry that you can't help, and that I'm just a broken soul
I'm sorry that I keep trying
I'm sorry I'm always sad
I'm sorry I'm always thinking, and I Always make you mad (yeah,ohh)