We write the roles we play. So forgive me when I don't believe Anything you say. So goddamn the weight of the hand that holds you down. Abby, goddamn it's the weight that everyone carries around. But it's nothing to you, I can see. Pride has always had its way with me. Cause I'm lost between Fear and dreams, The man you want me to be. But I find myself Returning endlessly- To walking countless miles around my room, To passing countless afternoons. But it's nothing to you, I can see, As watched you break so easily. And like a river cuts the earth beneath my feet in two, You can't replace the years I lost to you. And like a river cuts the earth beneath my feet in two, You can't erase all those years I lost to you.