I'm anxious
I'm anxious
I'm anxious about
My money
My mama
And all of my doubts
I'm anxious
I'm anxious
I can't face myself
I'm anxious
I'm anxious
Like everybody else
Alright
One, two, three, four
Don't try to tell me what I've
Been feeling is so foreign
The shadows in my room say
It's darkest 'fore the dawn
But if I could carry on with them
Then one day they'll become my friends
The loophole through life's final test
I'll kill my mind to make amends
Yeah
Think I should drink some water
Or meditate for longer
Sam died so we could run free
It should reverse the trauma
Here I go these thoughts ain't mine
I'll write 'em down the thousandth time
Fill pages up for pain to die
These tears remind me I'm alive
And I could find a way to change
But
I'm anxious
I'm anxious
I'm anxious about
My money
My mama
And all of my doubts
I'm anxious
I'm anxious
I can't face myself
I'm anxious
I'm anxious
Like everybody else
Alright, one more time
So settled on the surface
That's why you'll see me smiling
But all my systems are nervous
A healthy minds uninspiring
Here we go not this again
I'm tired of running from my friends
Afraid to lose pain I have left
Can I create if I'm content
Yeah
How do you stop the noises
When they come from the inside
I turn my clock with poison
Then wonder why I can't hide
From the monsters I can't see
Addicted to cheap dopamine
Should start to practice what I preach
My life is words but talk is cheap
And I could find a way to change
But
I'm anxious
I'm anxious
I'm anxious about
My money
My mama
And all of my doubts
I'm anxious
I'm anxious
I'm anxious
I'm anxious
I'm anxious
I'm anxious about
The silence
The climate
And all my heartbreak
I'm anxious I lost my
Best friend the other day
I'm anxious
I'm anxious
I can't face myself
I'm anxious
I'm anxious
Like everybody else
Hey, hey, hey
I'm anxious
I'm anxious
I'm anxious about
My money
My mama
And all of my doubts
I'm anxious
I'm anxious
I'm anxious
I'm anxious
I'm anxious
I'm anxious about
The silence
The climate
And all my heartbreak
I'm anxious I lost my
Best friend the other day
I'm anxious
I'm anxious
I can't face myself
I'm anxious
I'm anxious
Like everybody else