I only wanted to have fun Learning to fly Learning to run I let my heart decide the way When I was young Deep down, I must have always known That this would be inevitable To earn my stripes I'd have to pay And bare my soul I know I'm not the only one Who regrets the things they' ve done Sometimes I just feel it's only me Who can stand the reflection that they see I wish I could live a little more Look up to the sky, not just the floor Feel like my life is flashing by All I can do is watch and cry I miss the air, I miss my friends Miss my mother, miss it when Life was a party to be thrown That was a million years ago When I walk around all of the streets Where I grew up and found my feet They can't look me in the eyes Like they're scared of me I try to think of things to say Like a joke or a memory They can't look me in the eyes Like they're scared of me I know I'm not the only one Who regrets the things they' ve done Sometimes I just feel it's only me Who never became who they thought they'd be I wish I could live a little more Look up to the sky, not just the floor Feel like my life is flashing by And all I can do is watch and cry I miss the air, I miss my friends Miss my mother, miss it when Life was a party to be thrown That was a million years ago A million years ago