I fucking hate how I feel
This has brought me to my death kneel
I want to rip out my heart
Take a gun and blow away my thoughts
Deep inside I don't matter
So I make my life sadder
There is no light in my tunnel
Every good thing will be null
Ambition isn't all I lack
Your blood is red but my veins are black
I want to gouge out my eyes
Scream and rip out my insides
I need to bite off my tongue
And let the blood flow to my lungs
Return my body to the ground
I will go without a sound
I'm so cold
And I'm sober