I walk alone in crowds Just another face, nobody around I'm unremarkable in every way My rigid schedule of nothing keeps me busy My life is as boring as it normal I walk unknown in crowds But then at night I drive alone With my headlights off Looking for oncoming traffic I don't know what I'm doing, but I do it every night I don't know what I'm looking for or what I want to do I just know that I feel something But then during the day I am ordinary I talk to people and they don't remember me I feel like I haven't lived in years Every day it gets worse But bit by bit, bit by bit My imagination takes over me And then at night I drive alone And I don't know where I am going I drive into oncoming traffic with my headlights off Screaming, I'm screaming Blood is rushing to my head I want to fucking die I wake up in the hospital They tell me I was in a car crash I broke both of my legs and I have internal bleeding They say I was lucky Because the other car in the crash had four passengers And none of them survived