Morose and mean
Unfiltered cigarettes
Giving me cancer
Dirty and perverted
Sex without fucking
Grime on top of grime
Sucking my air
Entitled and brainwashed
Nervous and paranoid
Shadows follow me
And I can't see faces
Frustrated and castrated
Living someone else's life
I'm out of my mind
Pain and jealousy
Nobody around
She's dead in the ground
They're scanning my thoughts
Watching every twitch
Out of the shadows
Pain on top of pain
Give me cancer
Nobody around
Disarmed and shouting
Nobody around
Unfiltered and unfulfilled
Nobody around
Hurt and hated
Nobody around
Noisy and numb
Nobody around
Harsh life and uncertain death
Nobody around
Nobody around
I'm dead in the ground