Hey Lau Where'd you go I'm up in the clouds again Just tryna make my family proud again I'm up in the clouds again Not really sure where I'm going I'm trapped in my doubts again Cuz things going south again I feel like I need a friend But every time I call up they can't attend Missed signals I tried to send Put hope in some people I can't depend I'm just tryna make sum real money Talkin real money Type of thing you only make off shows Never tell me what's the deal honey S*** it's real funny Tell me where did all the real love go Know we all been down that road Where the rain ain't stop till you wish it snowed Where the pain ain't stop to point it showed Swear the pain ain't stop but it made you grow I feel like I'm living so wrong I need you to show me the right way Put all of my thoughts in a song, but I was so scared what you might say I spend everyday on the highways Got my mind working sideways All the thoughts in my head make me wish I could fly away Get so high I see God's face I don't want your heart to break But I don't how to fix the ache And every night you lie awake And I do too I can't lose you But every time I try to change I make mistakes I'm too far ahead can't hit the breaks Not too sure if I got what it takes Not to lose you Not to bruise you I do not have time to hang around I gotta stick to a schedule I'm at a age where the fun and the happiness I used to feel has become unacceptable I miss when I had the gang around I'm on a race to the guap like this cash is collectible My time is money don't play around Shawty you look so exceptional I feel like that's why I stay around Wait but there's more As soon as you walk thru the door I get a feeling inside me babe that you might be the one and I'm sure Flew to LA we gonna fly to New York We climbed up the hills took a tour I keep wondering if this love is a game Cuz I'm feeling like I can soar I feel like I gotta relax I'm having a relapse Keep saying you need somebody that's never gonna switch up I know I can be that You needa lemme know if I ain't right cuz I want all the feedback I don't wanna let you go but when we fight I don't know how to react I don't want your heart to break But I don't how to fix the ache And every night you lie awake And I do too I can't lose you But every time I try to change I make mistakes I'm too far ahead can't hit the breaks Not too sure if I got what it takes Not to lose you Not to bruise you