Aye I hope you good though for real I know I can't talk to you There's no way I'm able to but You know if you hear this I just hope you're good and you straight And I love you for real I told you what it was My mind is where my mind is You don't know what it was Where my mind is nevermind it I'm sorry my heart is numb Your father left you thats what it was Late nights you're healing and so was I A fathers love where is he Didn't wanna leave but I left though I've been in between at like three goals Grindin' everyday then I reload I'm not tryna lead you astray so I'm fine I won't fall in love No attachments I can't get attached Cause I be lackin' I swear I be lackin' Thats why I'm alone nobody knows when Through the day my heart is frozen Everyday my vibe is rollercoastin' Heal I meditate but still can't seem to open She prolly thinks I'll end up alone Cause I don't let her in need outerspace Love is a blessin' But I can't do attachments Cause I get attached in And thats when I'm back in I be goin' crazy I've been snappin' lately I had to block you You're friends prolly think I'm crazy I don't know why baby I don't know why lately Drive around emotion Cause I'll get lost drowning in emotion I'm open I'm hopin' I can open K I'm open wait I'm not open Can't do attachment trust what I'm lackin' Leave I'm back in can't be lackin' Can't catch me lackin' I don't trust them I don't trust you I love but I can't trust you Thats my attitude Cause they will take advantage of your love