Been taking all these days Just to find my way, pen to pad Been for sure, always All these words I write Think for sure in the end I might Be more likely, to share it with the world I observe, how the tides have turned Bridges they've been burned, from repetition to wordplay I can say, been giving all I can To achieve these dreams, drop bars I mean Na paint these scenes, cuz They keeping telling me, to live your life I just need me the pen & mike Feeling like, maybe I'm built for this life The heartbreak and low tides Got me feeling like, I'm feeling like a monster I'm feeling like a monster From my past, to these raps Get a grasp Got me feeling all cautious Thinking sometimes, is this all right And what did it cost us Do I love what I'm involved in Cuz I'm feeling like a monster They like ready set, that's a bet Motherfucker I'm a threat On the mic, in these streets Niggaz never go and test No flexing But I'm destined I go hard with it It's god given I got no limits So tell me what you see When I touch these beats Or embrace these streets This ain't movie, but I'm into deep Real talk, this is what I see How I breathe I be on edge, cuz I'm looking for hope Feel like Im found In these words that wrote They say what I'm doings a joke It's either this, or I'm selling some dope But I'm feeling like I'm finding my clarity From these beats and this mic Its my therapy, it's scaring me It's scaring me, and how it turned me to a monster I'm feeling like a monster From my past, to these raps Get a grasp Got me feeling all cautious Thinking sometimes, is this all right And what did it cost us Do I love what I'm involved in Cuz I'm feeling like a monster I'm feeling like a monster From my past, to these raps Get a grasp Got me feeling all cautious Thinking sometimes, is this all right And what did it cost us Do I love what I'm involved in Cuz I'm feeling like a monster Monster Monster I'm feeling like a monster