I'm trying to find myself since I don't know what it feels like
When I do, I learn something new about myself. I like or hate
Masked the pain with the women. Like me enough to spend the time
Curious with the energy I brought. Even if it's low key
Was never the boastful type until I was. Shining through my own faith
My own way to be the best I can. Guess practice, makes perfect
Makes me worth something that I could never understand
Had y'all seen me, only see myself in a way that's not the best
Dysmorphia in my soul until I reach a certain stage
Was there until I got triggered by the past. Came back to kick me in the ass
Lost and found now. Been tryna stay down
Lost and found now. Doing our thing, yeah
Making y'all proud now. Lost and found now
Been tryna stay down. Lost and found
Coming of age again. Getting an ego death
Ain't tryna push them away. Abandoned since I don't know when
Been how I felt. Was used to being alone
So this is all new to me. Lone wolf since way back when
Inhibited some thicker skin to protect them from my heart
Played both sides. It comes a point you just gotta chill out with it
Find a deeper existence. I attract what's meant for me
Hope only positivity. Help whoever needs it
Heart of a hero. Even when they wanna turn me bad
The silent storm within me. I'll weather it like I always have
Lost and found now. Been tryna stay down
Lost and found now. Doing our thing, yeah
Making y'all proud now. Lost and found now
Been tryna stay down. Lost and found
I hope you take the same advice that you give me, cause I know it's easy to give advice and not take it yourself
You believe the same for yourself, cause that was a very refreshing message to hear