I'm addicted to losing
But only when it is you
And I know it's confusing
But I get fucked up too
I think I believe you
But I've got nothing left
Nothing to hold on
Cuz I got lost somewhere.
Don't fall
I'm numb today
I crawl
Back to the rain
Slit my veins
Let me
Fall down again
I bleed myself dry
Tie the noose again tonight 2x
Don't fall
I crawl
Starting to turn into frost
Starting to feel in my heart
Feelings I can't get em off
Feeling like an enemy
The remedy
To finally be free
Is just a bit away I'm killing me
I'm messed up
Can't handle all this stress
You better back off
I'll get you six inside the asphalt
Just take your mask off
I act fine but time will tell I'm dying
Ain't nobody really trying to get me back to the light and
I feel like it's suicide when I'm alone inside the gloom
Cock the fucking trigger watch my brains splat the room
I'm so confused I can't find any use for this doom
Get consumed by my own self
Feeling like I'm mentally too far
I can't find help
I can't find help
I can't find help.
I can't find help
Feeling mindless
I'm a mess, I say
Fuck your fake
Kindness
Feelin lifeless
Hard to digest
The bare fact
That I'm just
Another reject
I'm Filled with regrets
Break another mfkin' mirror
I can never go reflect
Back on my past
I'm feeling the last of my breath is escaping my lungs
The void that's created by you is the cause of my death
And now you gon regret
What you've done. Yuh.