Failure is the word everybody said to me And then I would sit on my bed and watch me bleed I'm staring in the dark And I just wanted my life to be done I got no other words left For you, my darling For you, my love (Just give me death) Only got some more scars left For my leg, darling For my wrist, please But then I'll count to three 'Cause that's my angel number guiding above me When I watch the sun Three times the one But I don't mean a gun And I'll count to three 'Cause that's my angel number guiding above me When I watch the sun Three times the one But I don't mean a gun I don't mean a gun No, I don't mean a gun What happened in the dark I never told nobody else No never told nobody else I was just lying to myself My whole life was bad luck But changing it was good luck Never thought I would really do it But leaving them brought me endless luck Take me away In the darkness Without joyless Without tention about hurting myself Take me away In the darkness Filled with happiness Without tention about not coming back But then I'll count to three 'Cause that's my angel number guiding above me When I watch the sun Three times the one But I don't mean a gun And I'll count to three 'Cause that's my angel number guiding above me When I watch the sun Three times the one But I don't mean a gun