Would you say to me
If you knew its true
Cause I want it to be the last time
Let me rest
Would you say to me
If you knew it's wrong
Cause I want it to be first time
Let me rest
My mind is playing tricks on me
When I look in the mirror
All I see are the things
I want to hide, to hide, forever
All I ever dreamt about
Is happiness, no switches
But these thoughts keep holding on
Cause all that speaks to me is inches
All I am is fucking tired
All I see is rain or snow
All I see are the grey walls
Coming at me when i'm home
I just wanna run away
Please come with me till i'm dead
I'm happy that i'm good now
After all that struck my head
Would you say to me
If you knew its true
Cause I want it to be the last time
Let me rest
Would you say to me
If you knew its wrong
Cause I want it to be first time
Let me die
Let me die
Would you say to me
If you knew its true
Cause i want it to be the last time
Let me die
Let me rest with a knife in my chest
Slowly walking the edge between life and death
Feel the sickness inside of my breath
I was cutting the edge
Insane and poisoned
Black inside my soul
I cant make the choices
Had to stress and cope with these fucking voices
Leave me alone
I cant breathe the air, inside is fear
I think I'm scared, to burn the bridge
Thoughts sink like a ship
I'm so lost in the mist
But I take all these hits
Life a bitch, so I'm fucked up
Lost luck, and I think I'm too heart struck
Think I'm losing my mind
Fucked up
Think I'm running out of time
Uh huh
I just wanna be alive
Uh huh
I just wanna be alive
Uh huh
I just wana be alive
I feel sick, I think I lost my mind
(I lost my mind)
Why do I listen to this voice inside?
(Why do I listen?)
Mind keeps tripping, I cant leave behind
I feel so gone just let me rest and die
(Let me die)
Would you say to me
If you knew its true
Cause I want it to be the last time
Let me rest
Would you say to me
If you knew its wrong
Cause I want it to be first time
Let me die
Let me die
Would you say to me
If you knew its true
Cause i want it to be the last time
Let me rest