All the things
That I'm going to tell you now
Were all the things that
Made me the person I am now
They're not just something
Cause I regret some of it
But it made me feel stronger
And it made me feel
Like I was worth it
Everytime I lied to my parents
Everytime I smoked pot till late
Everytime I stole something of you
Everytime I was a bad kid
Everytime I skipped my classes
Everytime I cut myself
Everytime I wanted to jump outta this life
I was facin'
These inner demons locked inside of me
And couldn't come outta me
I was facin'
These inner demons locked inside of me
And couldn't come outta me
No-
Must keep going on
Wipe away your tears
Babygirl, you're dying alone
Loving the red, no scream
Not afraid, weren't I?
I wasn't afraid to die, no, no
Not afraid to see red on my thighs
Baby how could you look at me
When I just wanna die, for the best
I never felt so suicidal before
When I had dinner with the rest
I wanna puke all over your breakfast
I wanna puke inside my mind
I wanna puke these fucking things
I just want them outta my life
I was so scared
For all that was comin'
But I kept fighting
Till those days were fallin'
Fallin'
Everytime I lied to my parents
Everytime I smoked pot till late
Everytime I stole something of you
Everytime I was a bad kid
Everytime I skipped my classes
Everytime I cut myself
Everytime I wanted to jump outta this life
I was facin'
These inner demons locked inside of me
And couldn't come outta me
I was facin'
These inner demons locked inside of me
And couldn't come outta me
No-
Must keep going on
Wipe away your tears
Babygirl, you're dying alone