Said you don't know what to do
You try so hard and I'm proud of you
You're fucked up, guess what? Me too
Tryna chase the high so just push through
You don't know what to say no more
It took everything just to walk out that door
The worlds cold so hard to stay so warm
You're only getting started so please warned
Emotions are just the side effect of life
You been hurt so long you couldn't cry if you tried
I can't say that it'll be alright
I'm worried about your soul so it wouldn't help to lie
This is me, I don't think it's a surprise
Cause lately I been sick from the side effects of life
I figured out it'd be worse if I died
So imma close my eyes and hope to fall asleep tonight
Wake up, make a song, eat, go to work, make a song, repeat
It feels like a dream
I wanna wake up out my sleep
But I'm way too weak
Days go by, and then they turn to weeks
I should've never grown up
All this shit is not for me
You don't really gotta listen
I'm just venting on a beat
So I'll shut the fuck up, hopefully I'll find some peace
Emotions are just the side effect of life
You been hurt so long you couldn't cry if you tried
I can't say that it'll be alright
I'm worried about your soul so it wouldn't help to lie
This is me, I don't think it's a surprise
Cause lately I been sick from the side effects of life
I figured out it'd be worse if I died
So imma close my eyes and hope to fall asleep tonight