What if I told you I do this all for you Remember when you used to pack my lunch way back in school Good grades but it never meant that much to you Beating me down my soul is black and blue It's true Making songs hoping all the will go away Whenever I'm about to leave I kiss you on the face You pat my hand then you turn the other way What's the deal can you explain I say I love you then I hug you, you don't say it back I wanna rap but when I told you, you had a heart attack You told me stay in school, sorry I couldn't make it last I miss the good days take be back I say I love you then I hug you, you don't say it back I wanna rap but when I told you, you had a heart attack You told me stay in school, sorry I couldn't make it last I miss the good days take be back Yea I know that a lot of stuffs gotta change But I can't even look you in the face Try to do something special and it took all day It's not much, I don't want your praise Just say thanks My first love, your first son, yea it's all ok I just wanna let you know you're always on my brain I'm still young so I gotta learn from my mistakes Imma get it soon, Mama you can count on me A mother is a sons first true love A son, especially that first son is a mothers last true love That's the- I'm getting choked up I say I love you then I hug you, you don't say it back I wanna rap but when I told you, you had a heart attack You told me stay in school, sorry I couldn't make it last I miss the good days take be back I say I love you then I hug you, you don't say it back I wanna rap but when I told you, you had a heart attack You told me stay in school, sorry I couldn't make it last I miss the good days take be back