Sorry I been M.I.A
I been in my head to much these days
Been sleepin' my time away
Haven't been eatin' or feelin' the same
I don't mean to overwhelm you
'Cause I know you got shit goin' on too
Feel like I just might go insane
The pills in the bathroom been callin' my name
This a game I might just lose
Needin' a little more guidance from you
Fightin' these battles that I didn't chose
Losin' my breath as I'm tyin' the noose
And all my fuckin sky's been grey
Wish I was numb to the pain
I'm losin' track of the time
I'm losin' part of my mind
Tell me when you got these feelings
Forget about time I'm home
Don't think that it's an inconvenience
Anywhere you go I'll go
Smoking start to feel like breathing
I know, I know, I know
Everybody has their reasons
Demons makin' you guard your soul
Don't you know what you got in you?
Don't you know you got God in you?
I hear the fear you told me
You know I ain't ever lied to you
And you know i ain't hide the truth
But there is nothin' that I can do
Everytime that I cry to you
It's 'cause I called to say goodbye to you
Breathe first
Reverse
Re-member, these words
For better or worse
Know how much you're worth
It's feeling like I'm far from home
It's feeling like drowning
It's feeling like I'm on my own
And all my thoughts are shouting
Is it weighin' heavy on you?
Is it Hell you found on Earth?
When you wake up does it haunt you?
Will prescriptions make it worse?
You can't hear your thoughts when they talking at the same time
Tell me how you're feeling won't you say what's on your mind
Joshy I been low these days
Been a couple months and I still feel the same
Feelin' like a child
Runnin' from the monster but she's hidin' inside
Don't wanna leave this little cave
Isolation makin' me feel so safe
Gotta pick myself up I know
But promise you'll help me before I let go
It's feeling like I'm far from home
It's feeling like drowning
It's feeling like I'm on my own
And all my thoughts are shouting
Is it weighin' heavy on you?
Is it Hell you found on Earth?
When you wake up does it haunt you?
Will prescriptions make it worse?
Yeah, uh
Hum, I don't know... you just gotta
You just gotta believe in yourself and shit, I don't know
Ah, everyone's tryna like make you feel like you're not...
Strong for what you're going through right now but
Trust me you're... pretty fucking strong there bud...
Yeah... things gonna get better, you just keep on working
You know trust me I've been through it too