I can't with you I can't, no No, I can't with you Boy, you scared me so bad When the water was rising We had barely pulled over When you said you were drowning Oxygen's all running low And in a moment I'm older Pressing your lips against mine And pressing down on my shoulders I tried so hard to keep you above the tide Oh baby, you know I did Gave you all of my breath just to keep you alive Was it, was it worth it? This is suicide, I know But I have no self-control You can barely remember Driving drunk in my car Boy, you didn't deserve it And I didn't know where we were Falling too fast down Windrush Drive You took your hands off the wheel And I closed my eyes This is suicide, I know But I have no self-control This is suicide, I know But I have no self-control Boy, I held your head up But you're underneath it now Tried to fill my lungs up But you're underneath it now You're underneath it now I tried so hard to keep you above the tide You know I did, you know I did This is suicide, I know But I have no self-control