Wanna find myself a new ex-lover Wanna start again in California Need to resurrect to waste my time Then settle down and take my life Keeping up with the Kardashian drama Sipping straight up vodka like it's water Building castles out of empty bottles She'll go down but I feel nada Ooooo Wrap my furniture in gold Ooooo Abandon everyone I know Sometimes I wanna sleep when I'm wide awake yeah Sometimes I wanna die but it's way too late yeah I just wanna cry out that I'm not afraid now That I'm not afraid na, na, now Sometimes I wanna sleep when I'm wide awake yeah Sometimes I wanna die but it's way too late yeah I just wanna cry out that I'm not afraid now That I'm not afraid na, na, now Find me hiding behind open curtains Drifting further from the realization Lotta' friends but no calls A hundred bands but no vault I make shit up as I go Blood has turned to chemicals Ooooo Wrap my furniture in gold Ooooo Abandon everyone I know Sometimes I wanna sleep when I'm wide awake yeah Sometimes I wanna die but it's way too late yeah I just wanna cry out that I'm not afraid now That I'm not afraid na, na, now Sometimes I wanna sleep when I'm wide awake yeah Sometimes I wanna die but it's way too late yeah I just wanna cry out that I'm not afraid now That I'm not afraid na, na, now White lies, broke smiles Can't nobody open my eyes? Noose tied, too wide Can't nobody ease my pride? Sometimes I wanna sleep when I'm wide awake yeah Sometimes I wanna die but it's way too late yeah I just wanna cry out that I'm not afraid now That I'm not afraid That I'm not afraid noooow Sometimes I wanna sleep when I'm wide awake yeah Sometimes I wanna die but it's way too late yeah I just wanna cry out that I'm not afraid now That I'm not afraid na, na, now Ooooo Sometimes I wanna sleep when I'm wide awake yeah Ooooo Sometimes I wanna sleep when I'm wide awake Yeah