The day I left for California You blew me kisses from the door It crossed my mind in that moment That some goodbyes mean goodbye a little more We facetimed every morning It always went like a script You asked if I ate, I said "yes I ma'am I did" Even if I didn't Then you'd sign off, blew some more kisses I was miles away When God had called for you Wish I would've known I could've flown back sooner Now I'll do that thing where I look for you In birds passing by or dreams where you pass through 'Cause yesterday, I just missed the distance But right now, I know if I listen You're closer now than ever Today came without a warning Even the forecast was off It started to hail in Santa Monica And my dad made a joke Said "she must've got her hail-o" I was miles away When god had called for you Wish I would've known I could have flown back sooner Now I'll do that thing where I look for you In birds passing by or dreams where you pass through 'Cause yesterday, I just missed the distance But right now, I know if I listen You're closer now than ever In butterflies, or finding dimes, angel numbers, flickering lights In shooting stars, and tarot cards, pretty rainbows Lucky charms That's where you are 'Cause what are the odds? You're sending signs from above Guess I'll do that thing where I look for you In birds passing by or dreams where you pass through Yesterday, I just missed the distance But right now, I know if I listen You're closer now I guess I'll do that thing where I look for you In birds passing by or dreams where you pass through Yesterday, I just missed the distance But right now, I know if I listen You're closer now, than ever You're closer now, than ever