(Leave me alone, just leave me alone)
Trying to stand here, pretending that I'm really okay
When I know inside the hope is gone
Is like sitting all alone at 5am in a hotel room
When the coke's gone
I hold onto pain sometimes
Lit up by the fade of my fire
Too old to be chasing these highs
When a first line is the only good ride
'Cause soon or later, all the curtains gon' close
And the stage gon' fade to black coal
And everything that you ever dreamed of
Will be running right out the back door
Wake up at sundown
Hands up, get gunned down
By myself I'm my own worst enemy
A victim to the chains of my own stupidity
One day, life's bitter like Xanax
Next day, tastes sweet like an Adderall
Maybe I hurt myself
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than feel nothing at all
I hate coming down (down, down)
Touching my feet on the ground (ground, ground)
But man, I'm used to the fall
But don't put your trouble on me
I got enough of that weighing on me
Already got enough demons I feed
Man, leave me alone to just breathe
I hate coming down (leave me alone, leave me alone)
Touching my feet on the ground (leave alone, just leave me alone)
Life seems like it's just about me
Losing everything that I never wanted in the first place
Til I slip and get attached
Then the devil takes it back and it hurts in the worst way
I've been stabbed in the back so much
That I can't ever trust nobody
I've been cut to the heart so many times
That I can't love nobody
Maybe I'm damaged goods
Half the time misunderstood
All the shoulds, all the coulds
Can't stop the hatchet when it hits the wood
And you can talk up fit, you can cuss, you can spit
You can dig my grave
But you ain't putting no chains on a man
That done spent life beneath these weight
One day, life's bitter like Xanax
Next day, tastes sweet like an Adderall
Maybe I hurt myself
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than feel nothing at all
I hate coming down (down, down)
Touching my feet on the ground (ground, ground)
But man, I'm used to the fall
But don't put your trouble on me
I got enough of that weighing on me
Already got enough demons I feed
Man, leave me alone to just breathe
I hate coming down (leave me alone, leave me alone)
Touching my feet on the ground (leave alone, just leave me alone)
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But don't put your trouble on me
I got enough of that weighing on me
Already got enough demons I feed
Man, leave me alone to just breathe
I hate coming down (leave me alone, leave me alone)
Touching my feet on the ground (leave alone, just leave me alone)
Just leave me alone
Just leave me alone
Leave me alone (leave me alone, yeah, leave me alone, hey)
Just leave me alone (he-ey)