I'm feelin' like... uselessness.
I'm feelin' like, there's nothing I can do
To make me feel alive, when I'm this far from You.
I can't take this life and make it make any sense.
I can't make it right... so still I ride this fence.
Torn between the God I love and the memories of my sin.
But every time I fail is a reminder that I need you again.
Jesus, hold me in Your arms like a child.
Cuz You it's been a minute since Your baby smiled.
Lift me out of this hole that I've dug.
I put Your mercy on... then trade it for this world I love.
Forget about today and how I failed.
Tomorrow will be another day to prove myself.
I'm sick of feelin' so rotten...
But today will be yesterday, and yesterday will be forgotten.
This life that I hate... still walkin' in the shadows of my mistakes.
My sin, in my face... still livin' in this past I can't erase.
I'm a broken life, put back together by You.
Yet it's this broken life that I keep on runnin' to.
I know it's gotta be just sympathy that got You holdin' onto me.
I've been wrong for so long... I don't know what You see in me.
I'm hangin' on the edge...
Somewhere in the middle of this war in my head.
I'm tryin' to walk a line...
Pretending everything is fine,
When I'm dead inside. It's just a piece of me I let nobody know.
I'm so tired of chasin' You to let You go...
I can't take it no more, cuz each time that I leave,
Is like steppin' in a world with no air to breathe.
I'm on my knees is shame, cryin' out Your beautiful name!