I blame you for this bitter pain This fever running through my veins The faces in the pouring rain I'm not insane I'm not insane I blame you for the cigarettes The hollow voices in my head The absinthe running through my brain I'm not insane I'm not insane Extreme denial in reverse Caused only pain And made me worse Now for as long as I may live I'll try to gain the power to forgive All fatal memories Are tortured out of me Feels like a mortal combat Don't want no anxious dreams Don't need no enemies I don't want you to come back I blame you for insomnia My endless claustrophobia The tapestry that yells my name I'm not insane I'm not insane I blame you for Jack daniels And waking up in cheap motels Your letters became paper planes I'm not insane I'm not insane Extreme denial in reverse Caused only pain And made me worse Now for as long as I may live I'll try to gain the power to forgive All fatal memories Are tortured out of me Feels like a mortal combat Don't want no anxious dreams Don't need no enemies I don't want you to come back All I want is the power to forgive All I want is the power to forgive All I want is the power to forgive All I want is the power to forgive