I need somebody to heal
Somebody to know
Somebody to have
Somebody to hold
It's easy to say, but it's never the same
I guess I kinda like the way you numbed all my pain
I need somebody to heal
Somebody to know
Somebody to have
Somebody to hold
It's easy to say, but it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all my pain
In this cold miserable world, what the hell does god take me for?
Life is like a spiral which is hiding behind a metaphor
Walking up corridors, locked up doors
Stumble out, changed man with a heart cold core
And I know for a fact that I would never last without you
So don't you ever think that I would leave here without you
Maybe we should chill and relax, playing our tunes
But I hear my voice, all my mind becomes dark gloom
Planning out our lives but I we're saying if only
And I'm sorry if I let you down, I'm feeling so lonely
You can read my covers but you don't know my whole story
I don't wanna show my love behind a pink heart emoji
So I'm so sorry if I'm complicated, I'm a broken puzzle
And it seems you have a few, so do you mind if I can borrow
I promise I will give it back, I filling up my sorrow
Cause I need somebody to heal
I need somebody to heal
Somebody to know
Somebody to have
Somebody to hold
It's easy to say, but it's never the same
I guess I kinda like the way you numbed all my pain
I don't wanna fall in love again, cause I know how it end
One second you love me, next we're strangers again
Like we never met, those years never happened
Didn't laugh at each other laughs, spend hours future planning
And I know it wasn't perfect at times made you feel worthless
I was young and dumb really in life you gave me purpose
And I was growing up gonna be the man you always wanted
But now you're with him these dreams become exhaustive
Real destructive, it's a wall I can't break down
It's real disruptive cause I feel like a clown
Stuck in this maze, I've tried several ways
When will I leave this phase, when my heart isn't always a blaze
When I'm with another woman, you wanna know something
In my mind your still running
I still feel like I'm doing something wrong
Even though it's been a year since you've been gone
I need somebody to heal
Somebody to know
Somebody to have
Somebody to hold
It's easy to say, but it's never the same
I guess I kinda like the way you numbed all my pain
Yeah
I numbed the pain, put it back in me again
What's the point of trying when I always feel the same
Suicidal thoughts running through my veins
Whilst I drown myself in the pouring rain
I'm taking pills just to make me feel sane
When there are pills that will end this stupid game
I'll close my eyes and hope I never wake up
I'll never try cause I know I'll break up
Whilst I cry and cover myself in make up
With the time I know I'll never take up
Calling for some help that I'll never get
Trying to survive with all of these threats
Pushing through my life trying not to frown
Throw me in a river and I'll try to drown
Cause tonight's the time for me to go down
I need somebody to heal
Somebody to know
Somebody to have
Somebody to hold
It's easy to say, but it's never the same
I guess I kinda like the way you numbed all my pain
I need somebody to heal
Somebody to know
Somebody to have
Somebody to hold
It's easy to say, but it's never the same
I guess I kinda like the way you numbed all my pain