We derived from the blackness, we harass and attack it 'Cause we just truly don't know it's tactics So we try to entrap it instead of letting it be just habit So what happens is tragic, still making up for my actions Your unity was cruelty crucified by the crew would see You would be in your coffin, your parents cry out your eulogy Think it's time for a mutiny, say "No" it's time for you to speak Stand up man for what you believe, ain't no telling who you could be Now I'm searching for the answer Waiting for my time to understand Why am I in? Why can't I be free from this cruel word? Why can't I be free? Why can't I be free from this cruel word? Wanna break free Wanna break out, but it's hard when I'm filled with doubt Wanna be me, want to stand out, but I always get lost in the crowd Searching but I can't find Feel like I lost my mind Can't seem to sleep at night, 'cause I feel like I'm losing time Remind me Find me Looking for the answer outward but maybe the truth inside me Please be, what I need So confused, I don't understand what I seek Now I'm searching for the answer Waiting for my time to understand Why am I in? Why can't I be free from this cruel word? Why can't I be free? Why can't I be free from this cruel word? This world has taken hold of me and it's holding me back I feel as though my mind is under constant attack Never really knowing just where I'm at Looking for the light but all I see is black And I just want to break free Do away with the chains and the shackles that enslaved me And maybe I'm crazy, it's the way this world has made me Hazy is my vision and it's made me Blind, but I'll seek it and I know I'll find Now I'm searching for the answer Waiting for my time to understand Why am I in? Why can't I be free from this cruel word? Why can't I be free? Why can't I be free from this cruel word?