I feel the pressure weighing down What's left of me is fading Fading away And with every mistake It's just another foot in the grave Out of touch I'm searching myself for something But I can't find it Can't find what I felt back then And don't know if I ever will again I can't escape the hell in my head Pins and needles in my skin I can't get a grip on anything I've lost control And I can't stop spiraling Am I lost In my thoughts I can't escape Too far gone In the dark I know I'm fading Am I lost Why can't I figure it out It's always dragging me down Too far gone I disappear in the blackout So deep I can't be found So deep I can't be found I'm treading water but I'll drown If nothing's here to save me Fading away And with every mistake It's just another foot in the grave Out of touch I'm searching myself for something But I can't find it Can't find what I felt back then And don't know if I ever will again All I want is to feel something Give me a sign so I can stop sinking This bitter pill is hard to swallow Why is it all I feel is hollow Am I lost In my thoughts I can't escape Too far gone In the dark I know I'm fading Am I lost Why can't I figure it out It's always dragging me down Too far gone I disappear in the blackout So deep I can't be found Tell me what's left to hold onto When there's nothing left There's nothing left inside I know I'm fading So sick of bleeding So leave me to waste And leave me to die