I shut my eyes but still see the memories Playing back like a black and white movie Try to clear my mind but you're still standing And I don't feel a thing Can we go back in time Can we relive those nights No place to hide in all the city lights When you were the only view in sight Day by day Night after night I lay awake alone in my mind So many feelings That slowly lose meaning And i just wish Just wish they were dead And i just wish Just wish they were dead You play the user I might as well be the game I'll always be the loser Cause it's all the fucking same Holding on has never been so hard Can we go back in time Can we relive those nights No place to hide in all the city lights When you were the only view in sight I need to find a way to escape my head I've hit a dead end and I'm sick of playing pretend Nothing feels the way it did back then What do I have to do to feel whole again I try to push this away You won't leave me alone I'm still lost in the haze And never felt more on my own It's what we've made And it's all we know I can't seem to bring myself To let this go Let this go I see you coming closer now I feel your cold breath on my neck But you're not here You were never there I've never felt so far away from you