Im going under and this time i fear there's no one to turn to. Im getting used to sleepless nights because i'm sleeping without you. I need to let you go, forget how i feel. Rebuild all my walls up so high they conceal You know what to say To hide all my pain I guess i kinda liked the way you drove me insane Now you're not here Its leaning in and everyone says i just gotta forget But how can i when his hands are my home. How can i just unlove the one thing i'll never know I see you with her and i swear to god you look so much happier And i know i should keep my distance because it's what you deserve But now you're pulling me in Youre giving me those eyes While you're holding her hand why can't you decide You know what to say to keep me close and away Why can't i let you go to finally escape Now you're not here it's leaning in And everyone says i just gotta forget But how can i when his hands are my home How can i just unlove the one thing i'll never know