After i have suffered enough, you see
Because we are brought up in a social scheme
Whereby we have to deserve what we get
(Yea) the price that one pays for all good things is suffering
(I coulda died first)
But all of that is precisely postponement
(I shoulda, i coulda)
Because one is afraid
DJ illanoiz
*Scratches throughout
Ok i'm filtering my search
Tryna research how this Light work
Laughing at the pain until my side hurt
Like i should've died first
I could've died first
Yeah i'm filtering my search
Laughing at the pain till my side hurt
Like i should've died first
How does this Light work
Guilty i survived even tho i've survived worse
Sometimes think i've lost every reason
Sometimes i'm feeling lost barely breathing
Yea we discover loss every season
Then we rediscover loss every weekend
Scooped up tossed in the deep end
Sink or swim always been a thing i'm a beast in
Deca wisdom
Sustenance to sink teeth in
Lately tryna find a new arena to compete in
Blinded by the light i don't see sin
Stare into the rising sun on the east end
Magic city in the mountains that's where we been
Yeah check the pretense nah i don't pretend
We all return to dirt let it sink in
We all turn to compost tryna see zen
But we never spoil i believe in
A well fertilized soil fit to plant seeds in
Ok i'm filtering my search
Tryna research how this Light work
Laughing at the pain until my side hurt
Like i should've died first
I could've died first
Yeah i'm filtering my search
Laughing at the pain till my side hurt
Like i should've died first
How does this Light work
Guilty i survived even tho i've survived worse
Nah i think there was that energy
But everyone was assumed to be in pursuit of a sound
Because music can make me feel things in my body
Shaun Judah
Nothing promotes living like death
Nothing says take more chances then last breaths
When that air leaves the chest
And the lungs decompress
You'll be planning ya whole life
Before you sleep in final rest
Walking into destiny away from old self
Building legacies
In control of your whole health (yea)
That is your true wealth
Playing the cards dealt
Furnish your insides like you cover in cold pelts
Gold belts
Metals melt
Felt slides across the wood
So I make space meditating hiking in the woods
Breathing energy into lines
Finding life is good
I'm a little train that does
Because my engine said i could (yea)
So I do
Making sure my visions
Come true
Filling my lungs with love
Before my face turns blue
Get a clue
Take in the spectrum
Appreciate hues
Better move before ya snooze
Return to dust and pace ya dues
Its on you
"Because one is afraid here and now to see it"
DJ AWHAT
I was out of mind and sight
Dark clouds all around me trying to find the light
Keep it all in perspective
Man vs life pay the price