Do you believe you still possess the ability to be happy? No. I know that sounds weird cause I'm like half smiling right now I don't, right now. Maybe there's a way to get it back but I No. I don't think I can experience joy I loved life. And something one day just kinda Clicked and it was a steady down, down, down Down and trying to hide it. You know Cus' you don't really know that you're going down until people You're realising you're not happy with anything Like nothing makes you happy You used to be happy all the time And now everything that made you happy is just tiresome Which rеally is scary to think how the future is One of thе worst things for me to do Because I'm convinced And all I see is usually just a road of nothing. Nothing Just every morning, the same sun Coming through the same window, at the same time To wake you up to the same day, of the same pain With the same extreme boredom, of the same frustrations You see where this goes. And so I'm trying really hard not, not to I'm trying to find a way to be comfortable with the present Because I'm not. I'm not comfortable with the present I'm not comfortable with the past I'm definitely scared to death of the future