I wanna' be more like my old self And the words of promise spoke to me And I change my mind eventually And the earth was shining yesterday And I saw the nations look away And me head was screaming for something more And I watched as they unlocked the door And the counted off from one to ten And the added two and began again And I saw a mountain coming down And when the smoke had cleared from all around I was saving for another day But now I know what they were trying to say And I cannot put my faith in you There's nothing worse that I could do And when I woke up out of this The only thing I've ever missed Was time