Am I deteriorating? Or am I transcending? Unconsciously stagnating Is it our of my control? Where I once stood on solid ground I would now Drown, to be left in the quicksand some call life A waste of blood Am I forced to drown to ascend, To be engulfed in the gold that dyes my end Unknowingly I fall into the haze, and I struggle to breath But I won't become erased So I need this leap of faith to get to know myself in this limbo I'm holding on to the fear Afraid of what it could release Maybe it's the fear that holds me to fall freely? A terrain so vast and thorny Built on neglect and unattainable stimuli So am I forced to drown, to ascend in order to feel? I refuse to live in this maze Unknowingly I fall into the haze, and I struggle to breath But I won't become erased So I need this leap of faith to get to know myself in this limbo