I silence all essential desires To make room For the black hole is always around me Since the dawn of time I've strived for the essence That makes one divine but the goal is constantly changing But i'm not questioning my belief The stones are being turned and thrown I feed on whatever that will quench my thirst Lead Astray From the path that should have awakened me Away It drags me down and depletes my identity Watered down and withered You've become so unwanted As much as I want to relive it, I see no joy in second encounters So old and so useless I sit on the shadow's throne Lead Astray From the path that should have awakened me Away It drags me down and depletes my identity I silence all essential desires to make room for the black hole Always around me Since the dawn of time i've strived for the essence That makes one divine but the goal is constantly changing All torned and withered Am I the one who has become so unwanted Am I so old, so obsessed and useless? Dissolve I just want to be whole Let go! My house is made of gold But no one bangs on my door Lead Astray From the path that should have awakened me Away It drags me down and depletes my identity