Neverland fly
The clouds been lifted
From my eyes
Some times I'm low
But, then again I'm high
Shit, most of the time
I'm frozen alone,
While I'm falling from heights
And trapezing the rope
While I'm toeing down the borderline
I'm coping to find
Peace in my mind
And I'm only sort of fine
My mind state been swirly, steady
Spinning but never an ending
I've been the orbital type
I drop low
But in one minute,
You'll see me soaring to heights
When I am
Neverland fly
Higher than high
The clouds been lifted
From my eyes
Life is a bitch
But I'll be fine
When I'm on my lost boy shit
I'm flyer than fly
And I feel better than I did last night
Here come the Hook
Look
I been low
So yeah, I know
When lows will go
And pass me by
So, pass me by
Don't ask me
Why I Am
Aye, don't ask me why I am
Aye
Don't ask me why
Just pass me by
Like a ship in the night
Come from the south
Where the tide
Packin a bit of a bite
And where that river runnin high
In the middle of night
Keeping me awake
Insomniac so I don't sleep
But still I have
Dark dreams
That are scary as a bitch
But it's nothing worse
Than a sunrise at five
While you just wish that you could go to sleep
Eyes wide open
But my mirror wouldn't notice me
So look me in the face
And tell me
Do you know it's me
I treat myself
Much worse
Than I allow you to see
I talk about
Self worth
But homie how could it mean
A damn thing
When it's all a guise
To no surprise
I'm all disguised
But when I close
Both of my eyes
I am
Neverland fly
Higher than high
Clouds been lifted
From my eyes
Life is a bitch
But I'll be fine
When I'm on my lost boy shit
I'm flyer than fly
And I feel better than I did last night
Here come the Hook
Look
I been low
So yeah, I know
When lows will go
And pass me by
So, pass me by
Don't ask me
Why I Am
Aye
Don't ask me why I am
Don't ask me why
I'm higher than high
I struggle to breathe
And I got air trapped my lungs
From 2003
And it's some thoughts
Stuck in my mind
Hiding way in the back
And they got no plans to graduate
Just to stay in the class
But I pray they could pass
Past fears
Old enough to cop a fifth of Ciroc
I'm droppin tears
That could top a cruise ship on the spot
And I'm giving advice
That in my life, I'm never trying to take
I got my own life,
But I stay writing, just to find an escape
Cause I'm blind as a bat
But I'm rabid as a lion encaged
Spent a lotta my time running
From what I had to face
And I don't need ya diagnosis
I know, I am a case
Of up and down
Back and forth
But still I'm
Higher than space
When I am
Neverland fly
Higher than high
Clouds been lifted
From my eyes
Life is a bitch
But I'll be fine
When I'm on my lost boy shit
Flyer than fly
And I feel better than I did last night
Listen
I refuse to crawl
Through my days
With ya label attached
I won't fall to a phrase
Like a blade in my back
I don't need you to say that I'm straight
Words wouldn't mean shit
That tornado inside my brain
Been staying put til it twists
And I'm a swirling emotional shuffle
With every click
I bounce up and down to the clock
I swing with every tick
And I never read shit
Man, it must have been some
Warnings I missed
Look, I wake up just to hit the snooze
Because the morning a bitch
She walk in the door
Makin me feel
Unimportant as shit
I can't breathe
Til I leave
And go outdoors for a bit
And wonder why
In all this time
That I could ever forget
Yeah
Stupid ass
How could I ever forget
That I am