Surrounded by my own doubts and fears, I find myself overwhelmed in deep sorrow, Miserable like an unwanted child unable to find solace My saddened soul mourns for you Mourns for you This unpleasant feeling it's tearing me apart! Shedding tears of bitterness I now wander lost on these empty streets, Where the sun used to shine Now there is only cold & desolation Life has found it's beloved death, Offering roses to her In the end only spines were left Flowers withered away Even before their last petal fell Announcing a vile winter Now there is only cold & desolation Life has found it's beloved death, Offering you as sacrifice As a gift for eternity An odyssey from the womb to the grave In order to transcend this fragile shell Working my way out of this illness THIS GRIP OF DENIAL REFUSES TO LET GO! Into the silence of eternal sleep, Where light finally extinguishes Beyond flesh, your words remain Words you once said to me...