I don? t want to leave this time Feel the pressure exploding in my head See the guilt resting in my eyes I never wanted to leave you when you needed me Leave you when you needed me I? m doing the best I can now to leave the rest behind And I think that I? m drowning In the warm California sun And I? ve never felt so alone before Got to find a way to get back home The empty shade of blue A cruel reminder in this now Reveals a pain in you I never wanted to leave you when you needed me Leave you when you needed me I? m doing the best I can now to leave the rest behind And I think that I? m drowning In the warm California sun And I? ve never felt so alone before Got to find a way to get back home And I think that I? m drowning In the warm California sun And I think that I? m drowning Got to find a way to get back home There? s no one here that understands me I need the love of my family to keep going on And I think that I? m drowning In the warm California sun And I? ve never felt so alone before Got to find a way to get back home And I think that I? m drowning In the warm California sun And I think that I? m drowning Got to find a way to get back home Got to find a way to get back home Got to find a way to get back home I think I? m drowning I think I? m drowning