Why can't I seem to step away I forced myself to live this way Tortured by the druges I take Pushed to the edge again Can't seem to reach a point Where I'm comfortable (I'm comfortable) Awake but asleep My mind is unreasonable (Is unreasonable) Feeling so weak I've become too insecure (Too insecure) I hate what I see I want this life no more (No more, no more) Why can't I seem to step away I forced myself to live this way Tortured by the druges I take Pushed to the edge again Need to believe that Substance isn't a cure (Cure) I'm feeling the need To change this life I hold (I hold) I'm looking to see but Life is too unpredictable (Unpredictable) Stuck in my ways I'm trapped inside this hole (This hole) Why can't I seem to step away I forced myself to live this way Tortured by the druges I take Pushed to the edge again (Why) Its how I feel (Why) What is real (Why) Its how I feel I'm feeling so weak I've become too insecure Stuck in my ways I'm trapped inside this hole Again Tortured by the druges I take Pushed to the edge again (Why) Its how I feel (Why) What is real (Why) Its how I feel You don't know how I feel And this is what is real Now I feel What is this What is this What is this What is this What is this?