I want to drink wine of light I want to bathe in the pestilence Chant thy words I ignite my fire What is my purpose in life I transmit these messages though they will never be received in time I will be king I will I scream your name yet you never answered I begged you for a the chance to save me You never called my name Disgusted revolted or ashamed? An excuse for a human half shelled brain? Thy words called out for your perpetual sorrow Shattered, I'm picking up the remaints of my heart I'll suffer for eternity if it means I can restart Submerged in guilt Submerged in my own guilt Submerged in my own guilt I swear I can still hear you Saying you will never Saying you will never Know my worth I'll have to wait till I see you again