I swallowed the knife It's pain but that's life I went outside To siphon the blood From out of my gut The spilling vibrance I haven't felt the same since Breathe deep on slow walks My clenched teeth have loosened up Will this be the year I finally give in Will this be the year that I accept the knife Another year another cut more blood I'm throwing up Can you help me clean this mess off of the floor This is nothing new, this has happened before Involuntary bloodletting yeah I'm bleeding to death