I spent that month in the shade Of my mother's hospital stay A thousand hairline fractures now When will I ever catch a break? And clearly you're not feeling any better Since you got home But I play ignorant so well That I'm starting to convince myself I'm sinking into my mattress again Computer screen burns holes straight through my head She says in the next 500 years Our planet will be dead Smoke rising from her lips But for now we're all saving our money We won't be around for that long anyhow But our lives matter A blip on the radar, then gone forever I painted pupils on my eyelids So now you'll never know when I'm asleep I had a dream you were dying Your eyes were open, you were watching TV